Seek first the
kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be given
to us (Matthew 6:33). God has plans for us to prosper
and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future.
But where and
how do we find Him? Here's an article inspired by the writings of
Laurence Freeman, OSB.
Where and how do we find God, source and goal? We
find Him not only in church, temple or mosque, in Bible or sacred texts
or in the events of our lives, but in our own inner depths.
In fact the
central and fundamental knowledge of God is in the heart, where finding
one's self and seeking God are inseparable. Their union, the
self-knowledge and the knowledge of God, is the deepest of therapies.
Yet when we begin this interior search, we at first find
confusion, even chaos, distraction and all the fugitive shadows of our
psyche, including the ones we fear most because we know them to the most
destructive of peace and order - fear itself, anger, lust, pride and the
dark demon of despair.
No wonder, if we are not prepared to meet these
forces and if we have no means or training or support to deal with them,
that we retreat. We run back to the surface, to the more comfortingly
familiar but far less satisfying world of images and words.
It is a grace of sublime simplicity to learn how to face
and pass through the initial turmoil. To learn, day by day, to be
silent, still and simple. To go deeper, beyond the reach of fear.
Meditation not only calms the storm but brings the vessel of our mind to
its true harbour, the heart.
By Tim
Pedrosa
I
would rather live my life as if there is a God, and die to find out there isn't,
than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out
there is. |